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Saying Goodbye
i look into your eyes as we say goodbye, tears welling up,
being apart from you is like being in hell, no one to express myself to.
longing to be in your presence.
just for that little bit longer.
you say godbye isn't forever and we will be back together soon.
yearning for yout touch, never ending reassurance.
you hold me tight and tell me it's alright.
i can't bear to look at you as i walk away, tears streaming down my face.
you look away, can't stand the pain
our lives have been torn apart for this short time 
my love for you holds strong even though at times i'm so far away from you
in my thoughts we will be constantly together forever
but most of all in my heart you are there beside me whenever i feel low
and most importantly of all whenever i'm upset and cry my tears are for you
and i'm sure if you were with me you would wipe them dry
 
Why Do I Love You?
I've often thought of the question you'd asked me.
Why do i love you?...here goes,
It's the beauty of your smile,
it's everything that you do.
For i see happiness when i look at you
The way you dance, your silly wink,
The way you laugh, or simply how you blink.
The love i feel when you hold me tight.
A love to keep me warm through the coldest of nights.
How you make me feel, how you open up my heart.
All that hopes that you bring right from the start.
How your tender kisses can put me in a daze.
I love you baby in each and every way.
How you lift me up, how you gave me flight,
Forever is what i see when i look into your eyes.
My heart beats to a new rhythm, a rhythm of love.
All because of you my angel sent from above.
You're my ray of light on tose dark. gloomy days.
You are the answer to all my prayers.
I can continue with my reasons, my list is endless.
For I love you more and more as each day progresses.
So why do i lvoe you?...let me tell you why...
Because you're my hopes, my dreams, my love, and my life
 
I'm Just Fine
Do you ever just wanna die, cause there's no one left living for, cry everyday cause you can't take it anymore, seeing a friend with eh one you love with all your heart, how that just rips it all apart, remembering all the times that you cried, because of the rejected tries, and to find out that he really loved you back then, and to realize it is never again, cause he says hes through with you, like your some old used toy, you can't just through away a love as true as mine, i'll just let the tears poor from my eyes as i turn my head and say I'm just fine....
 

Thank you
Look into my eyes
You'll see the love i have for you
You always make me smile
I never thought i'd find a love so true
I try to give you all i can
I'm so proud to be your girl
I can't believe you're my man
To me, you are the whole wide world
I will never stray
From the love that you give me
No one can take your place
Being your girl is who i will always be
Your gentle touch
It means so much
When we hug and when we kiss
It feels so good, it's eternal bliss
Ecstacy is what i feel
I can't believe your love's so real
I want you to always be mine
From this day forth, and forever and all time.
Thank you for helping me in my life
One day, i promise, you'll be mine
Thank you for bringing out my smile
You helped me to open up my eyes
You showed me the meanig of true love
You were heaven sent, an angel from above
Thank you for the precious time you've given me
You make me the best that i can be
Thank you for always being there
You showed me that you really care
You helped to ease my mind
You helped me deal with all the pain
you have been and alwasy will be
my sunshine through all the rain
Thank you for all you've done
Boy i know you're the one!
 
You and I
As the rain is falling down from the dark, grey sky, I sit here and think about you and i. I think about all of the good times we have had, and  realize there weren't to many times thats were bad. Usually, the rain resembles teardrops of someone who is sad, but for me, the rain resembles teardrops of being glad. i'm so lucky to have someone like you in my life, and whenever i'm with you the feeling is right. with your amrs around me, there is no other place i would rather be. sitting with you and looking up at teh stars that were oh-so bright. you looked at me with your sparkling eyes, and in this moment was when i realized, that i knew exactly what you wanted to do, and i thought it was too good to be true. so i closed my eyes, and cleared my mind. i put my arms around you, and you did the same to me, too. under the stars was where our first kiss took place, and i have to tell you, it felt great. i no longer hear the rain, but the feelings i had still remain. because either rain or shine, you will always be mine.

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Not Wanted
The worst day was the day i was born
When you looked into my eyes i should of been warned
The first day i said hi,
Was the first day you fed me your lies
I thought i was living a perfect dream
Everything was so unclear to me
All my life i fought for your love and attention
but instead of having me you should of had birth prevention
I wanted so much for you to care
And you never were aware
My insides were slowly tearing apart
And all i have to say is you're breaking my heart
Every night i pray a lil more
But everytime i do the more tears start to poor
I gave up on wishing and praying
Because i hate you and thats what im saying

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